(;FF[4]
CA[UTF-8]
GM[1]
DT[2021-06-29]
GN[NGD ROUND 3]
PC[https://online-go.com/review/695685]
PB[mcoll]
PW[Toki1985]
BR[9k]
WR[8k]
TM[2100]OT[5x45 byo-yomi]
RE[W+5.5]
SZ[19]
KM[6.5]
RU[Japanese]
C[

-- chat --
mcoll: that almost wins me the game in the end
Toki1985: yep
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: I think I messed up too
]
;B[mb]
;W[oc]
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;W[od]
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-- chat --
mcoll: I saw it too late
]
(;B[ne]C[

-- chat --
mcoll: I could have killed your right group at the end
mcoll: I think
mcoll: I let  you connect
Toki1985: this is wrong
mcoll: what should I have played?
Toki1985: the bottom one?
Toki1985: i guess so
mcoll: yeah, the bottom right
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: antti will really kick us out of the league
mcoll: hahahaha
mcoll: you send the game, right?
Toki1985: c14 was a mistake 
Toki1985: yes ahahah
Toki1985: when
mcoll: when you jumped right
mcoll: to H13
mcoll: later
]
;W[be]
(;B[fh]
;W[hg]C[

-- chat --
mcoll: in general
Toki1985: show me
mcoll: here
mcoll: I played H14
mcoll: how long have you been playing?
Toki1985: this stone is hard to attack
Toki1985: i started playing with continuity this year . before it i was a casual player
mcoll: nice
Toki1985: you?
]
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mcoll: my idea was the ladder actually
]
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-- chat --
Toki1985: alright lets see
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: thats why I did the whole thing
mcoll: but I chickened out
Toki1985: yes
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: as it seemed that I would lose my corner
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: I thought you could ignore the ladder
]
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mcoll: and invade the corner
]
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-- chat --
Toki1985: here?
mcoll: like, all of my movement were to do that ladder and I chickened out
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: yeah
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: don't know why I thought
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: I think that's the movement that took me the most time
]
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(;B[cc]
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-- chat --
mcoll: because I was trying to check invasions
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: and it looked like I died
mcoll: so I was afraid I would lose everything
Toki1985: this is the only think i could have done
mcoll: and I thought I needed to play A17
]
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;W[cc]
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-- chat --
mcoll: I need to improve my reading
]
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;W[fb]
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-- chat --
mcoll: the one that killed the group?
]
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-- chat --
Toki1985: me either
Toki1985: i made a stupid misreading in the right
]
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-- chat --
Toki1985: i guess this is better
Toki1985: for you
mcoll: I'm so ashamed
]
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-- chat --
Toki1985: this could have been a disaster
mcoll: yeah
]
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-- chat --
Toki1985: this way 
Toki1985: but then
]
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-- chat --
Toki1985: i have to take here i guess
Toki1985: crap! this would have tear me apart
mcoll: that looks scary
mcoll: yes
]
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-- chat --
Toki1985: yes totally
Toki1985: we made a terrible game ahahahah
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: should have done this I think
mcoll: I was afraid of you taking potential in the top
mcoll: because this looks scary for you now
mcoll: well, not scary maybe
mcoll: but it looks, very flattened
mcoll: your left part
mcoll: which one?
mcoll: yeah
mcoll: always have that problem
Toki1985: but you have to use it to create territory
]
(;W[ef]C[

-- chat --
Toki1985: now?
Toki1985: well you are super strong there
Toki1985: to me?
Toki1985: why?
Toki1985: you mean that it could became territory?
Toki1985: actually you made my same mistake of the yesterday game
Toki1985: my group is on the 5th line
Toki1985: you thought that all that moyo could be territory
]
)(;W[he]C[

-- chat --
mcoll: yeah
mcoll: this big openings always scare me tho
mcoll: and I think it's because I think of them as territory already
mcoll: and I shouldnt
mcoll: and then I am afraid to sacrifice it
mcoll: you know?
mcoll: I need to change that
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: but this killed your group
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: yeah, I'm terrible at that
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: someday will click I guess
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: 3 months or so
Toki1985: probably better
]
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-- chat --
Toki1985: well we will see what antii is about to say :P
mcoll: I believe the word "moron" will be involved regarding black play
mcoll: hahahaha
mcoll: dunno
mcoll: but, what a chaotic game
mcoll: goddamn
Toki1985: i'm a little afraid he gonna insult us all the review
mcoll: yup
mcoll: hahahahaha
mcoll: well, we managed to play the two games of this month :D
Toki1985: "you goddam ddk"
Toki1985: ahahah yes! thank you !!
mcoll: finally
mcoll: hahaha
mcoll: sorry
Toki1985: i was a little sad to miss 2 games 
Toki1985: but at least we did it
mcoll: yeah
mcoll: it's been a weird month
Toki1985: ahah
Toki1985: well it time to eat something i guess
mcoll: yeah
mcoll: have a good night!
Toki1985: you too!
Toki1985: thanks
]
))))(;B[ef]
;W[df]
;B[dg]
;W[cg]C[

-- chat --
mcoll: I should have cut there
]
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-- chat --
Toki1985: it doesn t work
mcoll: not here, before
]
))(;W[qe]
;B[rd]
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(;W[rb]
;B[ob]
(;W[sc]C[

-- chat --
Toki1985: maybe this was better for me
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: I think S16 was a big mistake for you
Toki1985: yes
Toki1985: i was concerned about having good shape and confident i would have been able to kill
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: yeah, I see
]
(;W[ra]
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-- chat --
Toki1985: and i was afraid of the ko too
]
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-- chat --
mcoll: even tho I played A16 which was terrible
]
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;B[oa]
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-- chat --
mcoll: I'm happy I was thinking in the correct way with the ladder
Toki1985: where?
mcoll: left
Toki1985: int the upper corner?
mcoll: upper left, yes
Toki1985: it was a tough fight
mcoll: yeah
]
)))(;B[of]
;W[og]
(;B[ne]C[

-- chat --
Toki1985: thi is the correct variation
mcoll: I see
Toki1985: the connection is the only move if you dont have the ladder
]
)(;B[ng]
;W[nf]
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;W[mf]
;B[me]
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-- chat --
Toki1985: if for example you do this
]
;W[ne]
;B[nf]
;W[me]TR[dp]C[

-- chat --
Toki1985: because of this stone
]
;B[ob]
;W[mf]
)))